One of the rules in life:

Never assume it's just a misunderstanding, 'cause if it were the truth, it would kill you.

"Don't tell me tomorrow is going to be a new day because the mornings without you will always be darker than the nights with you......"
"Until the day you come back, everyday will be the same because there is no, no tomorrow......without you."

-Tomorrow

I finally know what "睡觉都会偷笑" means =)
Haha THANK YOU THANK YOU KING'S! Now I get to live my Dream. Studying Medicine at The Heart of London.

I just wanna thank all the people who were always there to support me, the ones that gave me advice, the ones that were there to hear out my miseries, the ones who prayed for me, and also the ones that always told me being myself at an interview is key. THANK YOU THANK YOU.

SEEYA GUYS SOON! =)

While going through life, and you take a look around you each and everyday, you'll learn that days can be catigorized as they are.

There are the days when everything seems normal. Nothing too dynamic.

There are the days when things just seem better than ever just because you feel better than ever.
There are the days when things are really just going so well. Good things just decided to shower on you on this day and you are loving it. These are the "good days".

Then again.There are the "bad days".
These are the days when you feel as gloomy as ever. It might be that you're worried about something. It might be that you are bothered by something. You're just not in the mood today and wish for the whole world to just leave you alone. Or you wish someone would appear to understand and share your sorrow.
There are the real "bad days", things just go wrong. A day filled with sadness, remorse and a whole lot of cluelessness as to why all of these are happening to you.

If we treat life as a path, everyday as a step and the scenery as how that day went, you'll see all of these days going past more clearly. You'll find yourself being able to appreciate every single day better. To appreciate the loved ones around you. To appreciate the things you have. To appreciate the time you have so that you'll use it wisely.
A lot has been going on lately. A lot has happened. And A lot will happen as well. Sometimes because of this, I find myself afraid, lost and sometimes numb of feeling. The future is so important and yet I have no clue of it. And all I can do now is to keep the faith.

So, appreciate the ones around you while keeping your fingers crossed for the future.
Love them, Cherish them and work hard for your future too. I know it may sound cliche, but treat every single day as a gift.
Just some sentences from a poem I hope you appreciate:"If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster And treat those two impostors just
the same", "If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew To serve your turn long after
they are gone, And so hold on when there is nothing in you"
-IF, Kipling
Don't waste your time, Don't waste your days, Don't waste this life of yours.

Some advice: If you could just use the normal days to do some good, it might just turn into one of your "good days". ;)

I am Keeping the faith.
Hope you are too.

Going Back IN another 2 weeks or so.. sigh~

I still remember coming back less than two months ago.
I still remember leaving about 8 months ago.
Nothing emotional. But I like my life here.
Stress-free + Multiple Sleep-ins + Multiple unnecessary naps + Going Out with friends regardless

Life back there is so much more different.
Got my AS results few days back and that's just only the beginning of this difficult (but yet worth it) journey.
Remembering the times back when we were young and care free.

I wish everyone a Super BRIGHT future where our dreams and reality would be simultaneous in our lives. Where we would embrace our jobs and lives and loved ones. Constantly working hard for a better tomorrow. We would be fully aware that the future is the key and never the past.

Then one day, we might meet on a street and notice that the memories we had a long time ago when we were still young are now nothing but a blur image and past. They would no longer hold a significance because it would all seem too far away. Then we would smile and nod, not stopping for this moment, not stopping for a word or two. We'll be busy and would be in a rush for something else more important. You might be walking with another man or woman or a group of friends. They would ask you:" Who's that?" and all you say is:" An old friend." You know your 11.30 meeting would not wait for you because you want to have a coffee with that old friend of yours. Because you know your job no longer relies or depend on others like how we could study together once upon a time. Because you know that Time does not stop ticking away, second by second, minute by minute, hour by hour and day by day. It has been years since we've met each other and stopping now would no longer be important to you. We smile once more (apologetically) and walk away, not knowing when we would be lucky enough to have such a coincidence again. And yet it does not matter, you take out your notes for your meeting and start rehearsing the lines. The thought of your old friend fading into non-existence, blurring along the way and in the end ...forgotten.


Oh yeah, to the buddies who have found their LOVEY-DOVEY ones :D
To the boys,
Some are shy. Some just like to talk a lot (not a bad thing). Some just don't know how to express themselves. But yet I have to admit these are some of the few most eligible bachelors cause they're tough guys and yet when it comes to love, they all turn into softies and would do ANYTHING to make that someone happy. I would say any girl would be lucky to have found them because they're 好男人s I've been watchin grow up. Ha!
To the girls,
They're the best kind. A range of different personalities. I've known some of the most potential housewives to the most potential mother, the best 少奶奶? to the best girlfriends any guy would be grateful and lucky to have. They're all caring to different extents, some sacrificing more than others just to make other people happy. They're all different but they will always be there whenever you need them. And MOST of them would give in to love(some are still very strong-hearted.Haha~but would still give in to good looking guys=.=), and there can only be one explanation and is that they love you and will love you as long as you love them back.

I wish us all best of luck in the future. The future might seem cruel but I just wanna let you guys now that I appreciate and cherish you guys in my life, now more than ever.

Just another thought on growing up. Sooner or later, we all fall into the grasp of reality and time. And now (actually every moment of your life) would be a great time to appreciate the loved ones around you.

...

It was because of our imperfections we found each other...

I never thought that one day it would be these imperfections that tear us apart.

We fell apart because of our foolishness and childishness, we fell apart and crumbled within...and that is all there is to it...

I finally noticed that it isn't because we dunno who's to blame. We know it...we know exactly, we know it's them, we know it's ourselves, it's the fact that everyone thinks that nothing is gonna change and them being content with their current lives, nobody wants to change and nobody thinks it's worth it...to change and to try...

I think it's stupid and wrong... inflicting pain on both parties...them and yourselves and yet still living as it is...If you never felt the pain, you're an Ass you should know that...If you ever did, Was it worth it all?

If you think it is, I can't tell you you're wrong but yes, you are.

Those imperfections were once our strength now it's every reason we fell apart...

Countdown less than 30 days to...下一站，幸福 :)