I was always curious about how he is. I've looked through many books...and...

In the books that I'd read to find out what he's really like, there was a passage that had long settled in my heart...

很久没用华文来打字了！感觉还挺不错的。Mmm 最近也不知怎么了。I'll just stick to English anyway Lately everything is starting to change and I can sense it no matter how much I miss the past it Is going to change and I must accept that. I've come here to learn that I will one day fail too I admit i was overly confident. I just had exams and i don't think I did well all the sleeping late made me make so many careless mistakes!! @@ maths paper lost about 7 marks just because I couldn't see the numbers properly I know it sounds dramatic but it really is the case. I never knew I would have such a day... hmmm and I guess I have found a new home here not a first home but a second one but it is not far behind from my first one. I have found friends I could trust friends I could depend on and I am extremely grateful about this I am truly happy about this.I guess it really is time... When we start to pursue our dreams in different directions...It's time to go our seperate ways...Most importantly, It's time for us to grow up. Living in this small community I've learnt that Yes we have to depend on each other and we have to learn to stand on our own feet. It's life. I know it may sound cheesy...but I really am feeling it...How my perspective on life must change...I will not always be better than certain ppl and I will have to face defeat one day too. All I can do is to work hard on my life and do my best the very best so that I can achieve what I want. We here in Concord we've been helping each other so much haha and it's really great.. and now it's easter holidays even if it's only 3 weeks I feel like I'll miss them so much ( the ones who are going home) Tawau is my home and will always be but I can't go back to the old me to the old times as I believe it is time...To leave behind somethings and to carry on with somethings. I dunno I miss my Tawau friends too but it's been months since I've seen them...It's not that I've forgotten about them I'm just really grateful I've found a place here haha I've let go of hatred and of all the 偏见ness in life. I've learn to really care and love. I wasn't really good in expressing it in the past. but not really now either. it's just that seeing everyone taking their paths down each individual's own road...It really is getting to me...坏习惯要改了。要开始努力了。要开始为自己的未来着想了。不能在堕落地等待。不能再因为觉得挫败而不去尝试。来到这里总记得要常常微笑。对自己要有信心一点 :) haha 真的感觉到了要长大了。。。不知为什么突然很感性可是我仍然还想着你们。总会知道你们在的地方永远是我第一个家。可是现在大家也该长大了。不再互相依靠，当然要相聚也不难我们还是可以像以前一样坐在一起三八haha 可是同时也会有东西慢慢地、偷偷地在变。我们察觉不到可是它是存在的。不知不觉，过了一个短短的考试，经过了这段时间终于体会到了这个变化。我并不排斥，也不想再逃避。想回家可是也没有办法呀还好我这里还不错。haha 是时候长大了，为了自己的前途，不断地努力，让父母觉得安慰，觉得自己没有对不起自己，反而得到想要的，really feel like you've used your ability to achieve something useful in life so you don't feel wasted ( I like that feeling :) haha )偶尔想家，这样就够了。应该是这样吧。Life is still full of lessons to learn and it goes on...and from now on, I will learn them with an open heart ( I get ups and downs too and Life is Full of those!Haha~!) I'm not saying I'll be perfect but I'll try to be better. Each and everyday... To all my Concord friends, Good luck to all of us! Let us work hard! haha thank you to those who have been there for me.I really appreciate it and well let's just work hard TOGETHER all the way! FULL BLAST! haha To all my Tawau friends, I miss you guys as always~ HAHA just loved how things used to be haha and no matter where you guys are work hard too! cause we have to grow up one day! and I believe it is time! ahha =.= well good luck to all of us in the life ahead... Something to ponder on: Never underestimate yourself but never overestimate yourself as well~ haha cheers!