I am now crying for someone that I swore I would never shed tears for~ ='(
And I dunno why~

Cause you're hot and you're cold, you're yes then you're no~ and it's drivin me nuts :'( sigh

Feel happy to see you...Feel good around you...Fallin' for you...I think I like you...~
Wait.~What?! I thought I... I thought I just saw *sigh nevermind
SHeesh How could I have missed that U-turn *sigh

Finally after a whole night everything's cleared out~ Just needed some sea breeze and a few hours thinkin~ WHat the hell was I thinkin? ha end of story~~

"Reachin' for the phone cause I can't fight it anymore~"
Dunno what I'm fussin over but I'm sure it's quite clear to some people, but it ain't to me~

I forgot how it felt like to sit in front of the screen and listen to songs like need you now and fallin' slowly repeat itself again and again~
I forgot how it felt like to have the song lyrics match my feelings at that exact moment the songs starts playin'~
I forgot how it felt like to do double takes at someone~
I forgot how emptiness feels~
I forgot how the world goes round when you see him~
I forgot how it feels sour when he's not with you~
I forgot how it feels to hate that other person that's close to him~
I forgot how it felt like to really like a person~
I've forgotten, I forget, and then they all come back to me again~

I have to stop~ cause things are gettin out of hand~ "Guess I rather hurt than feel nothin at all"
This will fade slowly and I know it will~ cause I know me too well and it's time to "pack up" and never "unpack" them ever again~ for the next few months =) ha wish me luck~