Ain't got this shit figured out...

And I would do anything... Anything to turn back time.

I would pray...everyday...for either that...or a miracle.

Please.

有人说，人生如海上的波浪，有时起，有时落。而人生中发生起伏的起因也像海浪形成的原因一样，如风的来去、吹拂的风的大小，都是我们无法控制的。

One of the rules in life:

Never assume it's just a misunderstanding, 'cause if it were the truth, it would kill you.

"Don't tell me tomorrow is going to be a new day because the mornings without you will always be darker than the nights with you......"
"Until the day you come back, everyday will be the same because there is no, no tomorrow......without you."

-Tomorrow

I finally know what "睡觉都会偷笑" means =)
Haha THANK YOU THANK YOU KING'S! Now I get to live my Dream. Studying Medicine at The Heart of London.

I just wanna thank all the people who were always there to support me, the ones that gave me advice, the ones that were there to hear out my miseries, the ones who prayed for me, and also the ones that always told me being myself at an interview is key. THANK YOU THANK YOU.

SEEYA GUYS SOON! =)

While going through life, and you take a look around you each and everyday, you'll learn that days can be catigorized as they are.

There are the days when everything seems normal. Nothing too dynamic.

There are the days when things just seem better than ever just because you feel better than ever.
There are the days when things are really just going so well. Good things just decided to shower on you on this day and you are loving it. These are the "good days".

Then again.There are the "bad days".
These are the days when you feel as gloomy as ever. It might be that you're worried about something. It might be that you are bothered by something. You're just not in the mood today and wish for the whole world to just leave you alone. Or you wish someone would appear to understand and share your sorrow.
There are the real "bad days", things just go wrong. A day filled with sadness, remorse and a whole lot of cluelessness as to why all of these are happening to you.

If we treat life as a path, everyday as a step and the scenery as how that day went, you'll see all of these days going past more clearly. You'll find yourself being able to appreciate every single day better. To appreciate the loved ones around you. To appreciate the things you have. To appreciate the time you have so that you'll use it wisely.
A lot has been going on lately. A lot has happened. And A lot will happen as well. Sometimes because of this, I find myself afraid, lost and sometimes numb of feeling. The future is so important and yet I have no clue of it. And all I can do now is to keep the faith.

So, appreciate the ones around you while keeping your fingers crossed for the future.
Love them, Cherish them and work hard for your future too. I know it may sound cliche, but treat every single day as a gift.
Just some sentences from a poem I hope you appreciate:"If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster And treat those two impostors just
the same", "If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew To serve your turn long after
they are gone, And so hold on when there is nothing in you"
-IF, Kipling
Don't waste your time, Don't waste your days, Don't waste this life of yours.

Some advice: If you could just use the normal days to do some good, it might just turn into one of your "good days". ;)

I am Keeping the faith.
Hope you are too.