Cleanin out my stuff XD

Was clearin' stuff outta my room~ and I saw lots of stuff that I didn't know what use they had. And suddenly these stuff got me thinkin...
the next paragraph's gonna be in chinese XD

能保留回忆的东西, 过了一段时间只能让人回顾一下当时候那一点的快乐。。。或悲伤。。。

有些东西看了会让你想起他曾经是有多么地爱过你
有些东西却会让你想起一些痛苦、让你感到遗憾的回忆
虽然让你记起一些不快乐的事可是这些都是唯一能把你和他连在一起的东西。。。

Someday a long time ago,

或许你已经找到对你更有意义的回忆，把之前的那些都丢了，已经向前走，再也不望回头。那我为什么还不放手，拿着这些，望着你的背影渐渐地离去，然后偷偷地哭泣。。。

一开始就不该保留些什么的，知道后来还要烦恼和犹豫，心里还是痒痒的，最后还是收着了。
明明知道，这些东西过了一段时间，意义会渐渐消失，然后你会觉得它有点罢位子，不知该怎么处理。
要丢呢？还是要收着？
收着很罢位子，也不知它还有什么用处
丢掉又觉得可惜，再也无法拿着它再度回忆当时真实、快乐过的感觉。。。

Today...
现在事情都过了那么久，我还是拿着同样的东西问我自己，“要收着还是把它丢了？”
这次我会犹豫，不是因为对你耿耿于怀，只是觉得它意义重大，绝对与你无关。
我拿着它，看了我的房间，觉得很乱~Haha XD, 叹了一口气，就把它直往垃圾桶丢了。

The End~

No baby~ I know what I want... and it's definitely not you...~

只怕我自己会愛上你
不该让自己靠得太近
怕我没什么能够给你
愛你也许要佷大的勇气

只怕我自己会愛上你
也许有天会情不自禁
想念只让自己苦了自己
愛上你是我情非得已~ ;P

:Heart: this song @.@

Holidays, and it's only the start

7/6/2010 Afternoon

Just found out can't go to the toastmaster's club camp...=.= anyway
didn't know what to do at home... thinkin about the people who just came back from JC camp. texted some of them...no replies...*sob=.= ha anyway was thinkin how am I supposed to spend the next few days of holidays=.=... Parents going over to KK soon=.=... thinkin if I should follow=.= anyway, I'm bored=.=

I was sittin around feelin bored, when I found out I was missin someone bahahahahahahahhahahahahahhaha ...... =.=""" ..............badly......=.="""........................
Great~ =.=~
Weird~=.=

To believe or not to believe~(Edited version)

A whole new different perspective~
A whole new different conclusion~

Conclusion: Believe everyone...

Gotta change my "Trust no one" attitude, y'know why? cause not trustin anybody will just cause more conflicts and frustrations...

Advice: Trust everyone, just believe what everyone says and nobody gets hurt=.= just act along and play along...I didn't sign up for some detective school or somethin...
If you really don't wanna believe or you already know the truth, then act like you do still believe them and play along...=.= it's less dramatic and trust me(please do-.-), less problematic and less emo~

Trusting everyone now...=.= "Yes, whatever you say..."
" Yes, Man!" ha~

Sleepover~~ And MORE RICE BAHAHAHHAHA

Parents' are not in, Cass came for a sleepover. too terrified to sleep alone @.@
anyway, we had so much fun =P drinking coke and i finally know how to 38 other people's business through FB (all thakns to cass lau) anyway had fun stayin up to 4.30am in the end couldn take it anymore@.@ went to bed
Fact: Did you know CAssaNDRA LAU can start 38ing and typing at 11pm all the way until 2 am?
Wow, i was watchin "Ugly Betty" when i noticed that she hasnt stop typin since 2 hours ago=.=
anyway woke up late the next day 11++ had lots of fun!!it wasnt fun fun(waht do you expect its tawau) but it was a great and extremely sunny, brighty day XD No details ahha BABBABABAAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHA

The End~

吃飯lu~~

This is what I've been hearin for the past 3 months and somehow I like it =D
anyway for those of you who understand, you get it. for those who don't, nevermind =)

I updated, haha should be a good thing right? @.@
lately there's been plenty of ups and downs... busy busy...........bzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....
exams.........................=.=
and something tht involves a certain special someone~
HAHHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA
ANyway...................
wuhoo Sandra is startin to listen to chinese songs again =p just found out no matter how emo chinese songs can get, they're good =)
Bout the ups and downs, hmmm... I dunno.. I'm not sure if i should be happy or sad @.@ weird
No matter how sad I get...When I see you, I feel like I can fly... Invonluntary smiles start appearin =)
Everywhere I go, I find myself INVOLUTARILY lookin for you..HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH...I know why=) I know I'm desperate allalalalalalla~ But I like it ahahhaahhahahahahahahahahahahahahha
I know it's cliche but honestly just thinkin about you brightens everythin up...No matter how hard things get..No matter how stressful English week was( I saw you standin in a corner =p bahahhahahah), No matter how embarassin it is to do a solo on installation night, No matter how difficult that Biology paper is, one glance at you changes everythin =)


-29/5/2010 (Sat)
Typed while listenin to Jay Chou's songs

P/S: Whoever who reads this, if you honestly think I'm DESPEradO, I honestly am =) (But it's still best not to think tht way =.=) haha thanks for stoppin by Cheers~